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Post by Denise Monquer on Sept 8, 2009 21:35:11 GMT 2
"Thank you." she said then "We all have something not to trust someones. You should know that. For example i thought you dont keep secrets from me. Because you are my coisin and you are my best friend but yesterday i learned that, you kept the biggest secret. Alex bit you , Lucas and you knew that and both of you didnt tell me that and Dream." she said and sighed. "Alex came to me and he told me. That doesnt mean that Alex wasnt guilty. Yes, he is really guilty and i will do something about that, dont worry. But you? You, my little cousin, my best friend? Why did you keep secrets from me?" she asked.
"You should know that, i can understand averything someday. Someday, i can figure it out. Someday, i can do something about that. You kept secrets from me and i wont forget that. And i dont think i can forgive you, Lucas and of course Alex about this event. Three of you played with me. What next?" she said then looked at Josh. "Thank you for your bless anyway. Now,you make me comvortable. Now, i can do everything to Alex -my own way-." she said then sighed.
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Post by Josh Monquer on Sept 8, 2009 21:48:05 GMT 2
Josh was shocked by Denise's reaction. He didnt expect anything like that. She took offense and Josh couldnt believe it. He didnt mean anything like that, what was happening? He was just listening to her. Yeah her tone wasnt so good one and the words, they were stabbed on his body one by one, in slow motion. "I didnt mean that." he said then he raised an eyebrow. "I didnt want to keep a secret from you but Alex made me really. You cant imagine how convincing he is." he said in a low tone. He wasnt happy at all, he never wanted to keep a secret from his best friend and now it was all because of Alex.
We even started now he thought to himself. Yeah Denise was hurt by him, it was the first time. And it was painful, he didnt mean to hurt her at all. "You know me well Denise, you know that i would never keep a secret from you but it wasnt my own secret as it was caused by Alex. And you cant imagine how powerful a 'father' can be when he wants to make somebody do something. I'm really sorry, it wasnt really me." he said as looking at her. He knew it wouldnt mean anything in that moment but maybe soon maybe later she would understand a little. He sighed and sat down next to her.
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Post by Denise Monquer on Sept 8, 2009 21:59:21 GMT 2
Denise didnt look at him. She was looking at somewhere. "Yeah, i know fathers.." she said then sighed. "I dont blame only you. I blame Lucas and Alex too. Especially Alex. And you can be sure that, he will pay this." she said with a twister smile. "But, you hurt me too much. You can sure that too." she said then looked at ceiling. "Actually you dont hurt me. I think life hurts me. I didnt think difference before. Now, i can see that, you, me, Dream, Lucas... We arent entire. We all different and i think we cant be close eachother. There will be things - always-." she said and sighed. "I cant think different thing. This is it." she said and sighed.
"Of course you didnt want to hurt me. And you didnt want to things happen that way but things happened. What is next? I was feeling something bad already and now, i can see that. We'd started to be apart already. Now, i can see that." she said then looked at Josh. "Dont you think like that?" she asked.
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Post by Josh Monquer on Sept 8, 2009 22:15:33 GMT 2
Josh looked at Denise, his eyes were burning. It wasnt a usual stuff. He swallowed and tried to understand if she was serious about it or not. He sighed and looked at down. "I know i hurt you, im sorry about it. And dont talk like that." he said then looked at Denise. He shook his head a little bit. "We cant fall apart. Thats why i dont like it. First Dream and now you, then maybe Luke. Ah why people want you guys from me? Its not you who thinks like that but you cant see maybe right now but because of some people and their stupid stuff make us being apart." he said in an anger. He took a deep breath.
"You should leave now." he said then swallowed. "Or i should." he said then stood up. "You shouldnt talk any of these to Alex. I mean i'll talk with him about it. You just shouldnt do it as you two have just started and-" he cut his words then "Crap" he mumbled. "No more arguements till end of today, you should just think and let me know. I dont feel okay right now, it'd be good if i go to forest." he said then he gave a small smile.
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Post by Denise Monquer on Sept 8, 2009 22:23:54 GMT 2
Denise looked at Josh. "I wont leave you. You guys leave me actually." she said with a anger. "Dream walks like Logan, oh please give me some Logan like that, then you walk, oh, im gonna kick someones back, Lucas walks i dont care i dont care! When i want to talk one of you, all of you say you are so busy that time and i should leave you. Then now, you tell me we arent apart? Oh, dont play with me. We are apart awhile!" she yelled a bit.
"You dont need to worry about me and Alex. You shouldnt be worry about that. Becaouse if you worry, you arent you then." she said and stood up. "If you go into forest, you should go to our place, this night will me fullmoon and my potion isnt enough for three days." she said then sighed. "Im gonna find you, but if you dont be there, im gonna kill you. Okay?" she said with a realy serious face.
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Post by Josh Monquer on Sept 8, 2009 22:40:10 GMT 2
Josh stood up and took a step back. "I dont leave you, i havent left you wherever you were." he said back in an anger and raised an eyebrow. He didnt mean that, he never left there when they were hanging out together. They were used to hanging out together more but they still did hang out. He sighed, he was getting more nervous minute by minute. It wasnt going well for him. "I dont walk away, not when there's you." he said then he looked at the empty store behind Denise. He shrugged.
"I dont worry about you and Alex. I'm worried about you like i told you a couple minutes ago. I dont trust him and i wont so till the moment i begin to trust him, ah i know what i'll do." he said then took a deep breath. "When i say you should leave, i was talking about this." he said as showing off his hands. "As you know well, i dont need fullmoon." he added in a low tone then took a step back. "I'd rather you kill me than to have another night like that." he said then took another step back.
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Post by Denise Monquer on Sept 8, 2009 22:46:55 GMT 2
Denise looked at Josh nd his hands. They were like feathered. His nails color went to brown. "Wow, Josh, you need to calm down." she said with a interesting mood. "Actually, no, no calm down, you can go and kill Alex and we all will be happy then." she said with a smile then she looked at Josh. "Giv me your hands. This place isnt good for your wolf sytle." then tok his hands. "Look into my eyes." she said . She wanted to hypnotise him. "Im gonna take you home right now and wr can talk easily." she said and kissed his cheek and hugged him. "Im sorry for loose my control. Im just scared." then looked at Josh.
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Post by Josh Monquer on Sept 8, 2009 22:56:40 GMT 2
Josh couldnt move, he jus tlooked at Denise's eyes. He shrugged once again. "Yeah its not a nice place for my wolf style." he said then gave a small smile. He squeezed Denise's hands. He was gonna break the bones but he knew at least he could stop squeezing but it was painful. He took a deep breath. "Dont worry, i tried it lots of times but he survived somehow." he said in a low tone. He concentrated, he couldnt even think anything in that moment. "I knew it'd happen, its hard to keep myself under control." he whispered.
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Post by Denise Monquer on Sept 8, 2009 23:01:39 GMT 2
Denise shrugged. "Wolfy things." she said then looked at Josh. "When you are ok, we will go." sh smiled. "Look, dont worry. You know me, i say something bad, but i never do." she added then looked at Josh.
"Nowadays, we all stange. We all have needs and lives. Dream loves Logan, Lucas doesnt care anything, you are a werewolf and i am with your father. So what? If you dont like it, you can kill Alex somehow." she said then loughed. "That can make me sad though." she added with a serious face. "Dont kill Alex." then looked at Josh again. "How are you feeling now?"
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Post by Josh Monquer on Sept 8, 2009 23:09:40 GMT 2
Josh looked at Denise and closed his eyes for a minute then opened them. He was feeling a little bit better, now he was calm a little bit. "Yeah Luke's weird as always." he said with a smirk. "You were right to be mad at me, mad at three of us but it was just too much for me today. Too many shocking news." he added then sighed. He really tried to kill Alex once, not once though. He meant all of his words, he tried to kill him in the forest and other nights after Alex told him he was the father of him.
"And you love Alex, dont worry im not inlove." he said with a shrug. "Like i told you, he'll survive if i ever try anything like that. He's stronger and waaaaay smarter than me. Well maybe it's because of his experience." he said in a low tone then leant Denise a little bit. "I guess i feel a bit better now. Thanks." he added.
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Post by Denise Monquer on Sept 8, 2009 23:15:50 GMT 2
"Am always right." she said with a grinn. Then she added. "Yeah, i cant talk wit werewolf. You are getting angry really fast." then loughed. "Sometimes i can forget everything about you." then sighed. "Sorry for shocking news but, this is better. I can see everything quickly." she said then looked at Josh.
"You tried to kill Alex? Wow! You have a loth of thing to tell me honey." she said with a smile then looked at Josh. "Did he hurt you?
Then she looked at Josh again. "Honey, noone can smarter than you. Believe me."
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Post by Josh Monquer on Sept 9, 2009 20:06:38 GMT 2
Josh was suprised by Denise's reaction. He expected that she would be really mad at him because of it as she loved Alex. He didnt say a word for a couple minutes, he just kept being quiet. And she was right, she couldnt speak with a werewolf as they were short-tempered. Not all of them though, it was just hard to get used to control themselves. Josh put on a smile as he wanted to seem like he was calm in that moment. He never told that secret to anybody so it was the realest secret. But in that moment, Denise knew Alex was father of him so it wouldnt be that bad to talk about it.
"Yeah i tried it, too many times. Not too many but a few times." he said in a low tone as he didnt want anybody else to hear those. "I was so angry with him, how could you forgive somebody who bites you and turns you into a monster? I didnt forgive him, not at all." he added as looking at Denise. In that moment there was no smile on his face, it was just disappeared. "I didnt tell this to anybody, i didnt want to talk about it as i wasnt proud of myself what i've done to him." he added, he wanted to let Denise know that he was ashamed of it. "I did set a snare for him in the forest when it was fullmoon so if something bad happened -like that- he wouldnt remember who it was." he said with a sigh. But things didnt go like he planned. "Luke worked on him too hard to heal his injuries, i know i shouldnt have done it but i didnt care about how Luke would heal the injuries, the only thing i cared was hurting Alex and made him to feel the pain. Too much pain." he added then he looked at somewere else.
It was just the first one, there were second third fourth and fifth but the worse ones were fourth and fifth because he had made the biggest mistakes. "Second try, it wasnt so harmful. He wasnt in much pain and third one was the same. They all happened on fullmoon nights but i made a mistake after those. I left some clues, i didnt mean to and i dont remember how i did but at the end Alex found out it was me. You know we both dont remember anything after fullmoon nights so i set the traps before the nights so it'd go like a clockwork and i wouldnt be there." he said, he was out of breath as he spoke so fast. He took a deep breath then continued. "I really hated the thought of being a son of him, i never liked him even when we -you, Dream, me, Luke and Alex- did hang out. And he never got it but when he found out i set the traps, just for him then he understood how i felt. But he didnt do anything, which was so shocking for me but i knew he would do bad things back to me as mine were the worst ones. He could've been dead but you know we're stronger than humans. I learnt by a hard way how to treat to the father. But my anger, its not gone yet." he said then sighed once again.
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