Alex's House;;OPEN for L Buddy

[Alex Dista Conmependo]

Alex was sitting in his armchair. He was watching tv, news was on. He sighed and skipped that channel. Nothing good was on. He turned the tv off, he took a deep breath and heard his cell phone. It was Logan, he texted him. Hey Lex, ill be at yours in a couple minutes. We need to talk, emergency was written in the message. Alex wondered what it was about. I bet its Dream again, he's talking way too much about her nowadays. And im thinking really lots about Denise, i should keep my mind away from those thoughts. Not Denise today, please its hurting me more he thought to himself as picking up his mess.

Yeah it was a bit mess house, the cleaner hadnt come to clean house for a couple days and everywhere seemed like there had been a war. Alex shrugged and left all mess down on the floor. Its my buddy, he's used to it he thought to himself then went to kitchen to drink something. He grabbed a beer, he took a big sip of it then went back to the living room. Where the hell is he? he whispered.

[Logan Conmependo]

Logan was thinking about yesterday. He was at Land Of Vampires and he was feeding. Then he noticed someone who already knew Logan. She was Denise Monquer. She was good friend of Logan and she was twinsister Dream's. She was everything! Also Logan was thinking about Alex. He thought, he liked her so much.

Logan'd looked at her and told he was Logan. She could not believe that. She didnt want to believe that. He was her close friend and he was a vampire like Charles Shark. He was creator like Josh and Shark. She did not want to believe that and Logan understood this easily. But then, she understood and she accepted that.

When Logan saw Alex, he was drinking something. "Alex, something happened. Something-about-Denise-and-me." he said and then started to tel everything. "Yesterday, i was feeding and she saw me. I had to tell everything about me and i did. She did not want to believe that but then she did. I'm so sorry. I feel like a stupid. You should see her eyes. She was so upset and she is my good friend you know that... My God, she said that she had never hated me at all but she'd scared a little bit. And added, she'd gotten used to it." and then sighed. "And 2 days ago, i was talking with Dream and... she touched me and she felt cold. i think she understood something about me. But you are still in safe. Dpnt wory buddy." then looked at Alex.

[Alex Dista Conmependo]

Alex looked at Logan, he was out of breath. He chuckled and let him speak. He rose an eyebrow while he was speaking. Then he spit his sip of beer on Logan a little bit. "What do you mean 'you and her?" he said then he got it when he listened the other part. He was like phew in that moment. Of course he didnt think of anything like that but it would be really awkward and the worst thing in his life. But it was Logan and he totally was inlove with Dream, maybe not inlove though because Alex couldnt be sure of it. What the hell he thought to himself. He couldnt get it really.

"Denise saw you?! Are you crazy?!" Alex a bit yelled at him. He was out of control in that moment but he was just trying to keep calm. He was taking deep breathes then he closed his eyes and then opened them. "Did she say anything? She isnt mad at you now? She cant get used to it, well maybe she can get used to you being a Vampire but ill never tell her about myself. Ever!" he said then he let his body to fall in the sofa. It was too hard for him, too much pain. Even she couldnt bear with his words sometimes, how could she get used to Alex being a Werewolf? Alex shook his head then looked at Logan.

"You mean Dream gets you're a Vampire also? Its bad buddy, its really bad. If they know you're a vampire, they're one step closer.. not one too many steps closer to find out my secret. It shouldnt have happened." he said in a low tone, he was too stressed about all. He sighed and drank the beer, he finished in a minute. How could i speak with her then? What if she finds out im a Werewolf, what if she will ever speak with me.. no no dont think about it, dont think about it. Nothing like this will happen, just keep calm Alex he thought to himself. It was freaking him out.

[Logan Conmependo]

Logan watched Alex's moves then looked at him sadly. "You freaked out!" then smiled a little bit. "I havent done yet. You should listen to me." then he took a seat and cleaned himself up.

"We started to walk together. And we were talking at the same time. I apologized and she accepted. She asked anything else and i said not actually. I didnt want to lie her anymore. And she was Denise, Alex, you know her better than me." then he sighed.

"We were walking to the nowhere. Just want to talk you know? She was at everywhere that time and i was free for the first time. For the first time, i was myself." he told and sighed. "We were too close to eachother. It was so nice. She is the first girl who knows me." he said with a grin.

"She promised me. She will never say this to Dream untill Drem find this out. And i trust in Denise - and Dream actually." he said with a smile. "Dream gonna find it out too Alex. Anyway... he breathed.


"She asked me about Luke and Josh. He asked me they knew about me and i said 'yes, they kno everything about me. Shark knows too.' then she nodded. She was in shocked i think. she asked, 'Is it why Lucas is acting wierd?' then i said 'yes. And i know Josh is a werewolf too. Becouse vampires and werewolves are feeling eachother really strongly. then she nodded again. 'i had a susicion about that.' she told me that!" he looked at Alex.

"I asked her what else she had suspicion about. Than she said nothing. She smiled me and she told me i had always cold skin. It was the most important clue. And she said, i was scared of fire too much. And she said, i didnt like sun. he chuckled. "She is so smart, isnt she?" then looked at Alex. "Dont worry about yourself. She doesnt ask anything about you. But she will find you too Alex." he said and nodded.

[Alex Dista Conmependo]

Alex was just listening to Logan but too many thoughts were going through in his mind. He didnt want Denise to find out he was a Werewolf. He just didnt want it, he didnt want to be known as a Werewolf. It was even hard for him to be around Denise as a human, he couldnt be around her anymore if she found it out or one day he had to tell her. Things were getting harder and things were confusing Alex a lot. He didnt know how to deal with all of those. He just sighed as listening to Logan.

"I guess i do know her better than you, yeah." he said slightly then looked at the ceiling then lounged in the sofa. He took a deep breath then shook his head as no. "Is she really the first one who knows this?" he asked as he was suprised by that. He was getting a little bit mad or you could call it 'jealousy' as he could see that Logan and Denise were getting closer and Alex would give years to get that close with her. Everybody was getting closer to her. Sharky, well he didnt want to count him because they had a different friendship as Sharky told him but it was still bothering him. Jake, he sometimes really disliked Jake because of being too close to her but Jake was still his close buddy but at the same time he sometimes saw Jake like a rival. And now Logan was added the list but he couldnt let the same things happened again. He didnt want to be like that but it was out of his hands.

"Yeah Dream's gonna find it out then it wont be good for you, L Buddy. She wont be happy about it and i guess she'll be really mad at you." he said, the words just came out of his mouth. He was talking without thinking, he didnt think if those words could bother Logan or not. I shouldnt have said it, i shouldnt he thought to himself. "I mean at least she'll know too." he added as looking at Logan then turned his eyes to ceiling again. It was damn hard for him. What am i supposed to know? If they know Logan, they'll find out im a Werewolf too then i'll be dead. We have lots of friends in common and they're who know my secret and it wont be good for me, not good he thought to himself. He trust his friends but Logan tried everything to keep it as a secret and now Denise knew it. If it happened to Logan then it was Alex's turn.

"Darn, she knows what we know now. At least Josh and i made a deal. He wont speak about me and i wont make things worse for him." he said and gave an evil smile then he took a deep breath. "God.. i didnt expect something like that. I thought it was just about Dream and you came here with Denise stuff." he said in a low tone. He shrugged. He was freaking out more and more seconds by seconds. Its bothering me a lot, now more people will be around her and from now she'll mean it when she says i hate you because she's way closer to find my secret out and no no no hell no he thought to himself.

"Yeah she's so smart. Thats why im afraid, she's damn smart and hell no she will never ever find mine out. Buddy she cant, she'll hate me forever. Think about that, you're a Vampire and she found it out and she just yelled at you but me is not the same thing. If she finds out that im a Werewolf then she'll hear my past, and past isnt good you know." he said as looking at him. Worried was written on his eyes, he wasnt worried about being a Werewolf, he was worried if Denise heard what happened in the past.

[Logan Conmependo]

Logan didnt want to worry about something. He was actually happy that time. Becouse he was free! But he was upset b/c of Alex. He sighed. Alex got upset really.

"Bro, im really sorry. You know that, that place is my place and she should not be there! But she came! She saw me! She saw my real face! But she didnt care about that! She told me i am still same human! She told me that and i dont wanna loose it. I dont wanna be unknown person anymore! She knows me! And i like it! he got really angry. "And i dont care if Dream would mad at me b/c of that! She told me love cant be choosen! Alex, she cant choose me or whatever. I know this already. Dont you know about me? I dont wanna be with her! I'm gonna hurt her! I know that. Shw should be mat at me and she should hate me! I wanna this! Not to much! Becouse i know that, someday she gonna find it and someday, i'll say, im inlove with her" he said and sighed. "At least now, i have Denise." he said lowly.

"I can understand you. You bite Josh and now he is werewolf too. But i cant understand something. Its not up to her. Why are you worried about her? Why? She is just friend right? Im worried about Dream b/c im inlove with her. But Denise means nothing for you - right?" he asked curiously. "If she know that, she will mad at you. But Josh doesnt care and someday, she will learn how to live with that and you 2 will be friends again. Why are you sad?" he asked and looked at him.

[Alex Dista Conmependo]

Alex heard Logan yelling at him. He got angry because of Alex but he didnt care anything in that moment. He looked at Logan and rose an eyebrow. He didnt understand any of Logan said, words just came into his right ear then left through by left ear. He shrugged and rolled his eyes. He was getting angry too. "You really dont get it, do you?" he said in a calm tone but Logan wasnt getting calm and it was bothering Alex. He took a deep breath and trying to keep calm but he wasnt old Alex anymore, he was short-tempered. He couldnt control himself most of times.

"You really think that she'll forgive me because of all, ha?! I bit Josh, i even dont remember anything and nobody knows about it. She wont react like she did when she saw you. It'll be the end!" he said, he was yelling actually. He pushed his body to front then stood up and glared at Logan. "I wanna be unknown because of all of these! Logan you're just a Vampire, you didnt bite anybody she knows or you havent turned somebody she knows into Vampire. Think about it, i did. I did turn Josh into a creature and she will hate me forever and ever because of it. She cant live with that because she damn cares about him a lot." he said loudly. He was clenching his fists.

"Yeah God, at least you have Denise. Yay!" he said in an annoying tone. It wasnt going well, he was upset and freaked out and he was damn confused. He didnt know what to do but he cared nothing in that moment. Then Alex stopped, he was like frozen. He was looking at Logan by blank eyes. Means nothing for you? he thought to himself. It wasnt true, it wasnt the right thing. Didnt Logan get that? He took a step back and shook his head. HEll no he whispered. "You said friends right? If she finds that im a Werewolf and if she finds out that it was me who bit Josh that night then we wont be friends, we'll be nothing.. more than nothing." he said then let himself fall in the sofa again. "I guess i am-" he cut his words then contuined. "Im inlove with her." he said as looking at the empty corner.

[Logan Conmependo]

Logan could feel Alex's pulse. It was getting fast and he could feel his warmth too. But he didnt interested in his blood. Vampires did not like werewolf blood.

When Alex stood up, Logan got really angry and started yelling to him. "Come and hit my face you idiot! I dont wana get it all right? I dont care! You cant talk with me like that! You " arent my boss." then he breathed. "Yes, yay me! I didnt bite anyone she knows. yay to me! I am the winner! I didnt bite right? Dont you get it? I am DEAD one and you are still living! I am dead Alex! Dead! I died! I am cold, and will be cold forever! When i speak with someone, i feel his or her blood smell! I want to bite them! I want to kill them! I cant control myself and i run away from them! I have no friends anymore! They know about me and they accept me. How many are there? 2, 3? How many? You cant understand me! You cant understan being dead like me! So shut up! So what? You bit Josh! Right! Go kill yourself then! They wont forgive you! Poor you! At least you are still living! You are still hot!"

he looked at him like a murderer. "Yay me." he was whispering right now. "Yay me, b/c i have real friends.They dont get angry to me and they respect me. They are not you! Yay me! Becouse i have Denise!" he yelled loudly.

Then he heard somehing. "Are-are you? are you inlove with her? God!" he said and moved back. "God, Alex... Oh my..." he said and looked at him. "How, when, why?

[Alex Dista Conmependo]

Alex took a deep breath. He was getting angry again, he was trying to keep calm. He was just trying to ignore his words but they were echoing in his mind because Logan was screaming in that moment. Alex stood up again but that time there was no fire in his eyes. He raised an eyebrow and kept glaring at Logan. In that moment they werent like close friends, they were like enemies. Alex smirked at him and rolled his eyes. "Yeah it wont change anything, im still alive." he said in an annoying tone. He knew it would bother Logan but he just ignored it.

Alex was gonna poke him, what the hell was he talking about? He was startled then sighed. "Yeah you're right, i cant understand what its like to be you but you still have friends as you see. At the end i will have no. Cant you get it? If somebody finds it out, that person will turn his or her back on me. We have a big circle, Logan. One turns back on me, everybody does and at the end i will have no one. At the end i'll bury myself under the Werewolf World like i said before." he said loudly as pointing himself.

He was calming down a little bit. He looked around, he took a step back and looked at Logan. He wasnt looking well, neither was Alex. He took a deep breath. "Right sorry, my fault." he said in a guilty tone then hit the empty beer bottle. "I shouldnt have said all buddy, sorry. I just.. freaked out, you know." he said then he shrugged. Then he nodded. "Yeah, hopeless me. "I dont know, i guess these feelings were always there and something or herself just took them above." he added as watching the area.

[Logan Conmependo]

Logan looked at him. He was kinda sad. "Im sorry Alex. I shouldnt say these words to you either. I just lost my control and... Sorry. Dont worry, we're gonna find something. Denise yeah, she will be really angry to you but..." how could he say to this? "I think... She is inlove with you too!" he let words come out! "Dont ask me how i understand this, please. Dont! But i know this. She loves you so much and b/c of this she keeps in touch with you." he said and sighed. Denise would kill him. "You sould give her time and she will understand everything. She can understand you. It was fullmoon and you didnt control yourself. You didnt remember that night right. Lucas forgave you and Denise will forgive you too." he said and swallowed. He remembered that day. Lucas came and hit to Alex's face really bad. Then Alex held him and hurled him faraway. But hen, they talked and now they were really close friends. She could forgive him too. "Bu t you will never know if you dont say anything. he said and looked at him.

[Alex Dista Conmependo]

Alex looked at Logan and sighed. Maybe he was right but maybe not. Alex still thought that Denise wouldnt forgive him what he had done before. It wasnt that easy, it couldnt be. He sighed once again and shook his head. "Forget about what you said to me man. It really doesnt matter now because im not me in that moment. I cant even think well." he said in a low tone. He was losing his control, it all happened in a short time all the time but it took long time to clean the mess. He took a deep breath as looking at the wall. "Lucas, yeah he forgave me. I dont believe that. I mean on outside he really did forgive me but inside, i can see or i can feel it there was something going on. Maybe it was because of Denise, i acted so weird around her last a couple years. Now i began being good to her and she was so suprised by it. She was like 'is it really you?'" he said sadly.

He was too bad to Denise, he never did treat good to her. Maybe that was why he couldnt forgive himself. Maybe Denise could do that but he would never ever forgive himself being bad, rude, mean whatever to her. She was always good to him, never yelled at him excepted for a couple times because he really deserved. But now he was on the edge, he could lose her till the end or he would keep his mouth shut as usual and he would be the old Alex. Annoying, unconcerned, angry, moodless Alex. He could do it easily because it seemed like it was the only way to be himself for once. He was like, he was used to being a bad person till he met Denise.

Denise was the light in his own small world. She was brighten his days, every single days. Now he couldnt think a life without her. Till now he began to think this love was obsessive. Denise was his first obsession nowadays. Everywhere he went his eyes were looking for her beautiful face, he smelled every single place to know if she had been to there or not. It was getting worse so he just wanted to lock himself his house for a few days. "L Buddy, i think it'd be better for me if i lock myself home. I should do it, stay away from stuff. And you know you can visit me anytime but let me know before you get here because i wont open the door or check out who it is on door." he said as watching the empty place.

[Logan Conmependo]

Logan was looking at everywhere except Alex. He was inlove with Denise and now Logan could understand everything brightly. That was why he was so rude to Denise. Because Alex was feeling guilty b/c of Josh. He turned Josh to werewolf and now he was thinking Denise would never forgive him about that and he was right. Denise would never do this.

Logan could remember when he saw Denise at the first time. She was keeping somethings inside of herself. She was upset, Logan could see that. But he didnt know why. Dream and Lucas were sad too. Three of them wanted to seem strong and they did this very well. Logan couldnt understand Alex was inlove with Denise. That was why he wanted to go Dream's home. Of course Alex loved Dream so much and he wanted to see her too but Logan'd understood now, actually Alex wanted to see Denise, not Dream!

That was why he acted her rudely. How coundnt Logan understan that? How? Alex is cousin of him and he knew Alex really very well. "I dont wanna you lock yourself in this room. You should be around of Denise or something. You're inlove with her! How can you lean being without Denise?"" he asked curiously. "I will let you know." then he sighed. "And i say again, she loves you so much i think."

[Alex Dista Conmependo]

Alex sighed once again. He was thinking of Denise, as usual. He couldnt stop thinking of her but this time he wasnt thinking of her beautiful face or her behaves or what she had said before. He was thinking of how she would react if she knew it all. She would react too bad, even she could kill him because she said it once and he knew she didnt mean it but if she knew it was Alex who had bitten Josh and turned him into a werewolf then she would mean every single word.

"I really shouldnt be around her because every single time, it hurts me more and more. But not being around her hurts too." he said as looking at Logan. He took a deep breath. Yeah i am he thought to himself. "I know i know but i have to deal with it, i have to see what its like not being around her. I should be home till school begins." he said then looked at the table.

[Logan Conmependo]

Logan was looking at him this time. He looked like really sad and it was hurting Logan too. "Man, im so soryy." he said lowly. "Maybe you shouldnt be around of her really. Maybe it is just a feeling temporary. maybe, you just feeling guilty and... I-i wanna say of course you like her so much like me and you're feeling guilty and now, you think you're inlove with her. It is possible." he said and he knew that, it was impossible!

"Dont go out and be with yourself. And then we will find something to do about it. I dont wanna say but, i have to say. If you dont want to feel these feelings, you should go to witches or wizards and you can want them make some posion about love. And you can forget about these all feelings about her." he said. He wanted to Alex would be happy.

[Alex Dista Conmependo]

Alex was shocked by Logan's words. He thought for second, it seemed like a good idea. He sighed. Its just a guilt, yeah me and being inlove with a girl? he thought to himself. "Yeah it makes sense. I cant fall inlove with somebody, its just not me." he said then laughed. He nodded as grinning. There was something going on with him, he felt like everything was okay. All those feelings were gone, almost gone. He took another deep breath. "Dont be sorry, we found an escape then. I bet its just a guilt. We should try magic thing." he said happily.

"So we have already found out wizard though. Lets talk to Luke about all. Im sure he'll help me but dont ever tell a word who the girl is buddy." he said with a big smile then he stood up. He was ready to go, he was too excited.